lightening, music, complete darkness, and nudity
It was amazing. more than amazing. One of those experiences that won’t translate if I were to tell anyone about it. I was so alone and happily depressed. But now, the lightening is gone. The fairy tale life in my head that I create at nightly is destroyed for now, until tomorrow night, when I’ll venture to a new part of this unreal world.
One day….
you’ll look back and realize what you could have had. And you’ll realize, you’re all alone and missed you’re only chance.
talk.to.her.
saw this graffitied on some bridge in a tumblr photo. reminded me how easy it would be for certain guys to make certain girls happy. sometimes the problem is the guy doesn’t know. sometimes the problem is that he doesn’t care. but i shouldn’t be sexist, for i’m sure this goes both ways.
May 14, 2012
talked to my mom at my brother’s graduation about two days ago. went well. don’t care too much.
got my bellybutton pierced.
going to prom with Charles. fighting with Charles. barely tolerating Charles. Fuckkkkk Charles.
fooled around with a guy (a good friend of mine) who has a girlfriend. now befriending the girlfriend.
started therapy.
still like mike. need to get over it. but at least it’s not taking over my life this time.
There are times
where I think I miss him. But when I put more thought into it, I realize, I don’t miss him. I am just empty, and missing him (temporarily) fixes it.
It’s all a dream
If you found out your entire life was just a dream, you wake up….would you be happy? or sad?
Why spend so much time with people you don’t care about?
I’ve been more caring towards my worst enemies than these people are toward me.
I'm gonna vent about life. It will be sappy and lame and overly emotional, because I need to release this somewhere. Feel free to do the same! Let's explode together :)p.s. please don't judge me, I have highschool and my other blog for that :(
I'm just an angsty teenage girl
